1st term review:P

With the term ending this week, its an apt time to look back and introspect on the last 3months that i have spent in cal since june mid. Its been a roller coaster indeed what many of my family and friends told me about, but somehow it seems as if yeh roller coaster mein abhi tak bhi i have not settled down.
Academics related issues are there, and it all got worse with a grade drop in BS due to attendance funda...number laane ka bahot mann hai par padne ka nai:( dunno panga hai kya.
Number aaye ya na aaye...waise toh nai aayenge fir bhi...haan toh no aaye ya nai...the bottomline is i dont deserve even a 5pointer.
upar se agar banda is trying to study toh fir kam ban jaaye..par agar bigadne ka no ilaaj besides enlightenment of course or passion for something. Inspiration leta hun pehle ki tarah from everyplace but ders not been many sources somehow...maybe coz of the lack of bollywood movies that i m watch these dayz:P

Also was suffering from viral conjectivitis for the whole week before the exams so couldnt attend much of classes, padai toh bhool hi jaao. But to take it positively..saala achcha hi hua ki 1st term mein hi saara ka saara darr nikal gaya...iim or no iim agar banda marks ko dil se na le..aur end mein thoda bahot fight maare toh pass hona is not difficult to achieve.

BTW going/coming to delhi in about 2.5weeks time...suddenly feeling good good about it all..ki chalo xams se pehle ek baar ghar toh ho aaunga:)

Rest all is fine...bas thoda sa boring ho gaya hun...thoda sa passion kam...but all else is intact...infact well intact. Morality's reached such high levels these days ki kabhi kabhi khud bhi darr lagta hai ki...kahin kuch over toh nia ho raha...but this kinda crisis is good for sure...and i am happy about it:)