Ignorance is bliss ka typical example..hai yeh. All through my life i have believed myself to be in the category of 'good' human beings...not coz i actually am one...but because i am ready to learn and recraft myself according to what i feel is the best thing...matlab just realize karne ki der hai.
And obviously if this is the case then i should have done something on similar lines...but this Behavioural Sciences class i attended today refuted all my prior misconceptions:(
We talked about some personality traits and a caselet on an IIM A grad disgruntled with his life.
Somehow I could cent percent relate with the worst personality trait and this particular guy..the lack of goal setting and haziness of vision did him in...and so might be the case with him.
Optimism hai..bahot hai..itna hai ki tapakta hai :P...but aage ka kya pata..i should have a goal..an aim..woh pura ho ya nai...thats another thing. All this while its been a ganga mein haath dhone wala scenario but who knows whats in store aage...jab crisis situation aayega tab would my optimism be able to steer me clear from it all...or would i buckle under pressure coz i actually never wanted to do what i did...be it MBA, Engg or whatever.
Ajeeb sa self doubt create ho gaya aaj...just hate it..aage se BS ki classes skip karne ka plan:P
Wanted to pen this thing..coz agar baad mein kabhi a case study is written on me toh sabko pata hona chahiye that Rohan had a hint...but was too immature to actually find an answer. And yea in case i find a way out...saala itna bhi immature nai hun, chance hai abhi suharne ka...fir toh i wont be a case study material:(
Song of the post:
'Bakhuda tumhi ho...har jagah tumhi ho..' by Atif Aslam and Alka Yagnik.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
STRUGGLE TO WAKE UP AND GET STARTED !
Still having a hangover of the late night marketing case study discussion followed by the Dramatics club practise, I wake up rubbing my eyes. One look at the watch is enough to put my system on move, the adrenaline rushing through. All this even though I could manage just 2.595783hours of sleep last night....will I, will I not...will I will I not be able to make it on time for the BS class ? The last time Saurabh came a minute late...the door was shut in front of him...sad though, since he was standing on the wrong side of it.
No time to think, just enough time left to brush my teeth, put on my clothes, put jam and butter on the bread and eat it along my 10min walk from NH to the lecture hall. Seems like quite possible in 15-20minutes...doesn’t it? Yes it actually is that ways, given that u find your comb and keys easily, given that there are not more than 3people in the line for breakfast and, last but not the least, given that crows of the campus pity you.
Half jogging and half running is enough to reach L2 in time, meaning just in time. Eyes of the teacher letting me know in a single look about how lucky I am!
Motivation, Perception and group theory might seem boring but when the quiz is scheduled for the next day...one better pay attention. The 3 lectures besides this one, scheduled for the day, go on smoothly.
Lectures pass by, presentations and case studies, discussions with peers and faculty, club meetings, working for the festivals...but what remains is the struggle...the struggle to succeed...the struggle to surge ahead and save that one minute...which would make all the difference.Will I, Will I not...?
PS: Work of fiction...not even remotely related to the dram cell. And also my marketing case study is still a week away.
PS2: Song of the post is th classic 'na jaane mere dil ko kya ho gaya' from DDLJ. Udi sings as if hes the maharaja of the world..with such an open throat...such true feelings ki hadh nai.
Btw ek bad news bhi hai...got chucked out of JBS but good thing is that was chucked out after listening to 4 of my songs:P ohh i pity them so much:)
No time to think, just enough time left to brush my teeth, put on my clothes, put jam and butter on the bread and eat it along my 10min walk from NH to the lecture hall. Seems like quite possible in 15-20minutes...doesn’t it? Yes it actually is that ways, given that u find your comb and keys easily, given that there are not more than 3people in the line for breakfast and, last but not the least, given that crows of the campus pity you.
Half jogging and half running is enough to reach L2 in time, meaning just in time. Eyes of the teacher letting me know in a single look about how lucky I am!
Motivation, Perception and group theory might seem boring but when the quiz is scheduled for the next day...one better pay attention. The 3 lectures besides this one, scheduled for the day, go on smoothly.
Lectures pass by, presentations and case studies, discussions with peers and faculty, club meetings, working for the festivals...but what remains is the struggle...the struggle to succeed...the struggle to surge ahead and save that one minute...which would make all the difference.Will I, Will I not...?
PS: Work of fiction...not even remotely related to the dram cell. And also my marketing case study is still a week away.
PS2: Song of the post is th classic 'na jaane mere dil ko kya ho gaya' from DDLJ. Udi sings as if hes the maharaja of the world..with such an open throat...such true feelings ki hadh nai.
Btw ek bad news bhi hai...got chucked out of JBS but good thing is that was chucked out after listening to 4 of my songs:P ohh i pity them so much:)
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