emotional i m

i havent completed any of the MD sheets since last week, 1 big one is pending. i dunno why. even though i have tried to develop an interest in the subject still off late i just dont feel like standing for hours on the trot with a paining neck n back.... now i'll have to complete the sheet by wednesday.

today is komal's bday, already wished her. man i have been late,very late in realising the worth of relations, the worth of true friends n the amount of pleasure love brings in one's life. my attitude was just so self-centered that i dint even realise what i was upto. but now i have understood the wrong i have dun till now n its time to rectify every sin i have committed unknowingly though. its gud that i have realised, no panga if i m a bit late. i m sure i would be able to tackle things well.

also i became a bit senti after reading stories bout POWs. one hiralal whose daughter could not be married of due to financial constraints n whose wife,son n daughter of course are living life the 'maimed' way. this person just a fisherman, who entered the prohibited waters to earn his living. though he was not a prisoner arrested during war still this is a typical POW case coz he has been lying in various paki jails for sum 13yrs now, since hes been tortured in the most inhuman way, because now he doesnt even remeber his own name( as told by one of the fellow jail-mates) forget remembering his family.
POWs of 1971 still havent seen their motherland which now boasts of unprecedented economic growth second only to china. their are being brutually tortured, their nails are being completely removed n pins struck into their bodies.

no1 sees a chance that these people woudl ever be able to return to the country they fought for. still these majors, lieutenants would remain embedded in our hearts till humanity prevails, till our sane minds dont fail us. geneva pact has been made a fun off not only in pak but several other countries incl india if i may say so.

let us all hope that des people subjected to immense torutre catch up witha new dawn in their respective motherlands. the war' unfinished business......is still not over......

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magal mangal

well, finally today we went for the much awaited movie "mangal pandey- the rising"at our favourite hangout DC. it was anu,adi,rishabh n me. the rest even after much persuasion dint agree to join in. and frankly speaking the whole day was a big let off.
the movie expecially was not upto the mark, obviously u tend to expect immaculate portrayal of the characters of the long forgotten history, when u know that AK is back after a gap of 4yrs. the whole scenario never gave me the feel of the india of 1857. anyways, i know that if i would have not seen the flick i would have always cribbed for missing it.

moving on,college is not the fun it used to be in the 1st n 2nd sem coz classes are being held pretty regularly, though tht doesnt guarantee my attendance to be rated a 'good'.
files n MD sheets though incomplete still end up eating a lot of my mind space. also now that i have been thinking long bout my higher studies, i have been pre-occupied by various other absract thoughts ranging from girls in skool to page3 people whom i have always found worthy of being jealous about. also i have more or less decided on MBA rather than sitting for both GRE n MBA. still i dont think it would be appropriate to land upon such an important conclusion without even experiencing the MPAE stuff a bit more. as if i know a lot about MBA.

placement season is in its full groove in the college. resonance is from 8-10sept n inno also is in this semester(mid october).

whtsup?

i switched on the computer expecially for making an entry here, but i dunno why now i dont feel like making one. i m feeling sleepy, have a class test tomorrow but i dont think i would be able to study much n neither do i feel like doing so.
anyways, life is boring as hell aajkal. sheets n sheets n more sheets n more of them are just bakwaas. even though i have made just 2 of the 4 given to us the pressure seems to be building upon me. i know this subject can be pretty interesting but still the hardwork one has to puts in to achieve the joy of completion of a sheet just kills d fun.
mid-sems are from 19th sept n i have decided to start studying from the starting of the month itself.
chalo i'll sign off now, feeling very sleepy will study 'technology n society' in the morning. hehe whts wrong in hoping so....

time 2 settle down

with the suspension officially finished today, thts friday now its time to settle down for me. classes have been missed, time has been wasted, fun has been made, life has been enjoyed but the tag would remain with me. so what? i m proud of it.

anupreet,anu,rishabh n urs truly( all suspended ones) went for a movies today. shashank(another suspended fellow) cud nt join us coz hes holidaying(yea..) sumwhere out station. anyways our plan was to catch the first day first show of THE RISING at our very own DC. but an amir khan movie in bollywood after 4yrs it was, no chance to get a ticket except the first row seat. so we switched our plan to watch the THE INTERPRETER. though the craze was much more for catching up with the rising still i muct say that the hollywud film had lotsa substance. a well made flick n nicole kidman n pienn acted well. though mr hero sien pienn looked drunk in the WHOLE movie.

well the freshers n orientation for the freshers concluded today also. maine woh bhi attend nahi kiya. anyways, its gud that things r pretty much over with respect to all freshers jhanjhat in college. now its time to wake up to a new dawn. opportunities galore, n my real test begin. have to sustain this newly discovered agression.
have to make 3MD sheets n cover all the lost work in the last week especially pracs.

suspension day 2

i feel like an unemployed youth.
my college doesnt need me, they dont want me to attend the classes.
chalta hai...