Sunday, December 24, 2006

its gotta be now...or never !

Its been 2months since my last post....and i m feeling bad, inspite of the fact that i dont even know 10people who visit my blog regularly. Maybe because the outlet of my thoughts is being slowly put to death, itna slowly and painfully that polonium ko bhi sharam aa jaaye....:)

My 5th sem exams have got over and i have joined my CAT coaching. Hard-Work, Focus and Inspiration are three things that i consider essential to performing well in any phase of life. I have squandered most(read all) opportunities that came my way during the past 2.5years, coz i was busy cribbing about something or the other. This biggest impediment to my will to do well right now is the stagnation thats constantly pulling me down. par as i they say " hausle woh hausle kya? jo sitam se toot jaaye". If i m good then the whole world would aside and gime a way....bas i have to be positive and let my actions do the talking.

Besides all this stuff, my blog seems to have taken a very grim, personal insight into the happenings of my being...or rather the non-happenings. All my posts end with inspirational songs, which are not for the readers - as i intended it to be- but for my own good.
In short, i completely acknowledge the fact that most of my posts, off late, have negative vibes attached with them,including the first half of this post. I intend to rectify it, dunno if i'll suceed.

From now on, i want to comment mostly on what i percieve of the outside world, and lesser reflections of my inside self.

And the irony is that i want to end it with another inspirational song:
"yeh honsla kaise jhuke,
yeh aarzoo kaise ruke,
manzil mushkil toh kya,
dhundhla sahil toh kya,.
tanha yeh dil toh kya...."