It has been a difficult and testing period for me since the mid-sems ended. I have learned about new flaws in my ideology but am happy to have accepted them gracefully. I fully understand that theres a great need to make an indeological shift to accomodate a wiser soul in the mortal me.
My actions have been very different from what i profess. The modest me hasnt been exposed to nature since a long time ab...this stark reality dawned upon me after a nice discussion with friends one evening, and the constant introspection due to life in general and the follies i have been committing off late.
Academic pressure needs to be taken a lot more seriously now and i dont want to be caught up in the shackles of a confused mind. My sole aim is to be as candid and honest as possible....and try and apply the theory of all the good i talk and believe in, into practical.
The new me would be a better human being in practcal not just for the sake of it, to boast infront of others....but because he/it would really feel that ways.
I know all this is being done to earn GOD's loyalty and nothing else...but if to enter GOD's good books is my driving force then let it be so...
Hope to have GOD back on my side soon.....
the song i feel like humming right now --
" allah tero naam, ishvar tero naam
sabko jag mein, sanmati de bhagwaan"
PS: i have been searching for this song unseccessfully for quite some time ab...it would be great to hear the full song....anyone having it, plz mail it to me at rohan.mahajan@gmail.com
My actions have been very different from what i profess. The modest me hasnt been exposed to nature since a long time ab...this stark reality dawned upon me after a nice discussion with friends one evening, and the constant introspection due to life in general and the follies i have been committing off late.
Academic pressure needs to be taken a lot more seriously now and i dont want to be caught up in the shackles of a confused mind. My sole aim is to be as candid and honest as possible....and try and apply the theory of all the good i talk and believe in, into practical.
The new me would be a better human being in practcal not just for the sake of it, to boast infront of others....but because he/it would really feel that ways.
I know all this is being done to earn GOD's loyalty and nothing else...but if to enter GOD's good books is my driving force then let it be so...
Hope to have GOD back on my side soon.....
the song i feel like humming right now --
" allah tero naam, ishvar tero naam
sabko jag mein, sanmati de bhagwaan"
PS: i have been searching for this song unseccessfully for quite some time ab...it would be great to hear the full song....anyone having it, plz mail it to me at rohan.mahajan@gmail.com
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