emotional i m

i havent completed any of the MD sheets since last week, 1 big one is pending. i dunno why. even though i have tried to develop an interest in the subject still off late i just dont feel like standing for hours on the trot with a paining neck n back.... now i'll have to complete the sheet by wednesday.

today is komal's bday, already wished her. man i have been late,very late in realising the worth of relations, the worth of true friends n the amount of pleasure love brings in one's life. my attitude was just so self-centered that i dint even realise what i was upto. but now i have understood the wrong i have dun till now n its time to rectify every sin i have committed unknowingly though. its gud that i have realised, no panga if i m a bit late. i m sure i would be able to tackle things well.

also i became a bit senti after reading stories bout POWs. one hiralal whose daughter could not be married of due to financial constraints n whose wife,son n daughter of course are living life the 'maimed' way. this person just a fisherman, who entered the prohibited waters to earn his living. though he was not a prisoner arrested during war still this is a typical POW case coz he has been lying in various paki jails for sum 13yrs now, since hes been tortured in the most inhuman way, because now he doesnt even remeber his own name( as told by one of the fellow jail-mates) forget remembering his family.
POWs of 1971 still havent seen their motherland which now boasts of unprecedented economic growth second only to china. their are being brutually tortured, their nails are being completely removed n pins struck into their bodies.

no1 sees a chance that these people woudl ever be able to return to the country they fought for. still these majors, lieutenants would remain embedded in our hearts till humanity prevails, till our sane minds dont fail us. geneva pact has been made a fun off not only in pak but several other countries incl india if i may say so.

let us all hope that des people subjected to immense torutre catch up witha new dawn in their respective motherlands. the war' unfinished business......is still not over......